Monday 7 October 2024

the estuary at laugharne

 the estuary at laugharne 


upon the breath of this estuarine tide

the flattery rides slowly    slowly 

thoughts drop their muddy eyes

upon the uterine fundus the high tide of an idea

for a poem gestates and names the boat dylan 

it is willed to sail the oceans until it rests

amongst every like-minded smoke-wreathed breath

that drew the rising tide of some dark ire for

his penned finger pouted and pointing out

the damned words that dragged that tide

across the moon sea’s road to stay afloat 

clinging to that broken-leaded pencil talk

tabled and chaired at perspicacity’s gang in

brown’s beer or in the brown mud that flows

as slow as blood drawn down the exsanguinating tide

that closes eyes that distance tries to prise apart

here staid laugharne sits tight upon these tides

slowly slowly inland rises to the graves upon the hill

where the words fell still

and the water on the estuary lies slack

what is a poem

 what is a poem 


when you are inside a poem it loses its identity

it is like looking for air to breathe when you are already breathing 

one minute you are in a vacuole then it collapses

the sea roars its pleasure

welcome to your new home where

there are no doors to oil with your tears or with your smiles 

there is no outside to be inside of

to write a poem inside a poem is to bubble up another universe

a new poem is a budding if you like 

the replication of a question

to which the answer is replicated 

for there is no answer 

there is no answer

there is no answer

but another poem 

and another poem


and their screams

Sunday 6 October 2024

away with you

 away with you


the wind snatched our conversation

from the finger tips of my pointing slipping


away


oh yes 


it has gone between the mountains 

through the pass of disappointment 

carrying the futility of pursuance 


away


oh yes


oh don’t go on  so

away with you now

shush

you said as you went away


away 

oh no no   no


but yes

Friday 4 October 2024

open mic

 open mic


up close

a verse becomes 

a conversation

tongues wag

well let them

we are just

this far apart

Thursday 3 October 2024

six feet deep

 six feet deep


do you know what they said

do you know what they are suggesting


they are going to reuse graves

they say we are running out of  space


what is the purpose of a grave

what does it do


store a body’s putrefaction 

store a memory’s embrace


there are questions i could ask

there are answers that i do not want to hear 


jesus ~ all i can see is a JCB

jesus ~ does it matter to me to you to me


do you know what they are saying

do you know what they are going to do


noooooooooo

oh noooooooo


OH NO!


this poem is six feet deep