Tuesday, 8 January 2019

fate

fate

fate, where are you taking me?
am i silvering a mountain sky?
or darkening a valley pass?
and why this road? 
is it
going up? or down? and
how much further?
and have i arrived?
is this it?
i am? am i?
in your hands now?

Monday, 7 January 2019

Collected poems from 2018

All my poems from 2018 are now available on Kindle £2
Paperback to follow soon




Saturday, 5 January 2019

Cheers - he said

Cheers - he said

He, upon the maelstrom,
pub-clacked and spinning,
there, beery upon the moment,
deaf to the bleary cacophony
birthing on the booze-smoke.
Under that moment when smiles
go smeary; a seemingly everlasting
jaw-ache at the perihelion 
of his evening,
long before time is called.
Home? Where the heart is?
It is already fast asleep; for
tomorrow’s dawn
will excuse nothing.

Friday, 4 January 2019

Hen Wlad Fy Nhadau?

Hen Wlad Fy Nhadau?
Land of my Fathers?

Nailed, they were, by work,
or by the lack of it more like;
jiggling to the puppet masters.
Ducking and diving, weaving 
a few bob, for a few pints, 
for a laugh, and a smoke 
and a cough.

Jack the Lad.

Nicotine-fingered on the yellow-brown
Ben Truman, Capstan Full Strength,
stained walls. Spinning a crooked-toothed 
yarn to the raucous card school;
double-tapping the domino across
a beer swilled table. Drawing down
the alcohol-warmed curtain on their day.
See you boys.

Jack the Lad.

Black did they haunt: the board-man, and
the means test, and the workhouse,
all down the back-rooms of their memory;
but blasé their devil-may-care attitude
to a life on the run from fate; long
gas-mantled, in a slum not slum,
clichéd in memory, but dire and close
at the time when the doctor’s panel 
ran the lottery of life.

I am, I am, Jack the Lad

In the Land of my Fathers the lad
and his girl become the couplet in
the poetry of the long-damned.
Their children twisting the puppet
master’s strings, that never break.
That tie the blackness with a bow
on the gift of a life in harness in the 
Hen Wlad Fy Nhadau?

But I was, Jack the Lad, 
I was, I was! In my
Hen Wlad Fy Nhadau

Wasn’t I?

Thursday, 3 January 2019

Competition ‘Commendation’

Hey up! I got a ‘Commendation’ for my poem ‘black body’ in the poetryplus December competition 







Wednesday, 2 January 2019

the music

the music

suddenly a tear,
deep within my brain;
wince from whence it came?
is of no consequence now, for
it always does the same;
silently it drains away,
then ...
suddenly, o dear me,
here it comes again.

Tuesday, 1 January 2019

The boy walks the derelict works

The boy walks the derelict works 

Improbability, woven in his child-eyed town,
of a time that, palms on palms, slide down
the tear-soaked walls, black with the wails
of the men blue-toiled, tattooed by grime,
hobnailing down in their ochre toil of time.

Fallen to grief the thief of time and again
the child’s eye sails away, adventure blind
in the morning sun, warming the warning
of a past laid fast, here, in the dereliction of 
any meaning for any given destination.

Chiding at the scattering of bricks, and railways,
torn this way and that; the fast and the dead 
of a post-industrial dereliction, unrequited, forlorn.
Dare not tread on the dread woven by this child;
rather, call lazarus come forth! 

For a new way is torn in the threadbare 
tapestry of woe, and lo and behold the sun,
the repository of all the gold of youth,
it’s spell is woven, its worth is done.

The boy? He is abed with his dreams, 
each one hard won from a day so
derelict in it’s duty that
time slipped by unchallenged;
except by this boy, that, if you permit,
then so it seems.