RS Thomas man
Turn now to this man,
kneeling in his nothing night; pleading
to the
silence of a cold atonement; this complex
man,
ministering to the simple man, high in
the fields
of a low field life; the stone church his
fiefdom.
How we love this man wedded to their
weathering.
How we love this hard-soft man of men,
when
his words reign in the candlelight of
their tears,
to cascade, drying down the lonely
years,
staining his pages here and there, where
he questioned the dearth of his faith,
and their
loneliness, stranded upon their death
beds;
the people of his years, hardened in
their land,
bowed under his dark sky; he under his
question,
why, why am I still waiting for His
answer?
What is my place in this, their place?
Forever on his knees he called
repeatedly
upon the empty words, unanswered, gone
to earth
in the wild hedgerows of his mind; and
now, long
gone, way past this final peninsula, flying
with
his birds, passing forever over the
indifferent sea.
Now that he has released the hens from
his wild pen,
We must ask for this man: was he not
Welsh, he who
lived his days in the dereliction of their
deprivation?
Had he not prayed for their indifference;
forever asking,
what right have I to speak for them?
At them?
When the crag trees bleed their black
tears,
and the cottages crumble under my
feet.
I hear the stones call, far away, in
the black rain,
RS Thomas, man of the hills - come home
again.
So to have written, even in smoke, on such fierce skies.
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