[ NO END? ] insight

 [ NO END? ] insight

can you move closer to an event that has not happened yet

   like your deathday

is that (not) set far away but lay

unresolved in the chaotic data of chance

or does happenstance move an event

towards you moving towards it

all in the tilt of the pin-ball machine

nudge nudge wink wink

for if non-existence ends time for you 

then you are moving through time to a point when time ends

  for you 

so you’ll not know when you arrive 

at a point where departure terminates in time for you 

is there a math somewhere that explains it [ ALL? ]

but if you do not speak math can you ever know

but then again

it is all perception bound by experience for you

does time have distance when you are sitting waiting

  for a date to arrive 

time exists when something happens

when non-existence arrives is that an happening

or is that an happening minus a one pixel of time

half pixel quarter etc

please don’t wait for my answer

after walking this ledge with me

    i haven’t got a bloody clue

but a thought taps on the window

repeatedly 

the end of this poem nears

in time

it will be finished 

you will know that before i do

for another anagram of time

mite 🤪 be added to divide 

the distance by half then half again

never to arrive 

but it will get close enough 

to be as close as damn it is to swearing 

to say that it has arrived

there it is …

[ NO END ]

in sight

are you moving away from your birthday

are you travelling through time

from your birthday to your deathday 

or 

are you standing still watching time passing

can it be both ~ now there’s your thought

no time before you were born (for you)

no time after you die (for you)

so you are in the middling time 

muddling along

[ NO ENDS ] insight

your end is behind you

your start is in front of you

what a turn up for the books (that you could have written)

that you simply are until you are not

[ ARE YOU? ] moved by this ~~~ or not