she sent a selfie

she sent a selfie

the night was blue

the windows red

i am ready 

she said

overture you 

a series of haiku

 if you still cannot see

      that he is invisible

then he has arrived

can the blind see 

darkness

if there is no light

can we see

the stone’s inside

if there is no hammer

when a thought

departs

who will know

see this finger

pointing 

follow it

nellie the effluent

nellie the effluent

look

we believe he is

  that’s all that matters 

history will not be kind to him

the knives are being sharpened 

that will home the quills of think 

eternity

is a long time to be deemed

  guilty

today is but the reckoning card

over which the pendulum swings 

the probate of his epitaph

has been redacted 

by the gob of the mob

his mausoleum is stone cold

• good  good

resounds as just enough

for the travails of his failure

sooner rather than later 

it will become

     ultimately  

had to didn’t i?

 had to   didn’t i? 

i remember to this day

giving my apple stump

to this lad 

who followed me 

around the playground 

shoes with holes

gentian violet on his urticaria 

he has nibbled away at my thoughts 

ever since

why did i make him wait 

well 

you see

i had to finish my apple

didn’t i?

well i did

didn’t i? 

what if

 what if

we are living inside an alien

and our brief existences are just

solar flares on the engine of its existence 

religion nothing but another alien

that has infected this alien’s hard sells

for no one will buy the subjective review

of a mad dog chasing its tail

the gadarene herd nothing but 

the recycling of the spirit of hard liquor 

seeping from the outside of this universe

where everything is alien

and sleep the ultimate alien

that evades all immune systems

dreams the malfunction of perspective

and death the punchline of a perfect joke

asking for a fiend

old adage

old adage 

jesus 

no that’s not the word

but jesus when i reach for a word

it is the draft behind a curtain

uncertain that’s the word

that describes the search

for until it is found everything stops

one foot raised one step untaken

catatonic 

yes that will do for now

until i remember the word

for it

escapes me 

entreat

 entreat

you have entered my body

from the tips of my toes

to the last hair on my head

you have consumed me

we are burning brighter

than the supernova that made us

the waters above the earth

are flowing in my eyes

unstoppable magma fingers

consume the world

the vibrations of our hearts

the songs of the spheres 

have consumed us

sparking scions of tomorrow

each with a seed of our truth

then 

like a candle flickering in time’s night

although thought unquenchable

it will be quenched

alas returns to its haunt

a lone clock ticks

at the incongruity 

of half a pendulum’s 

stark frankness